So remember how yesterday I said that I was lonely? well I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning, and took it out on my dear love. :/ I flipped out on him over him going out ALL DAY yesterday with his buddies, and I felt like he wasn't there for me when i needed him to be when i'm always there for him when he's down and blue, but instead of telling him like a rational adult, I blew a gasket! now he's holding a grudge at me for being a bitch... which i guess i deserve, but i dont ever do that to him... especially after he apologizes... oh well what ever... I know he;ll be over it tomorrow morning. I just wish i would have gone about it a better way.
i went over my dad's today... he's not happy that Dan and I are getting married. Dont get me wrong, He thinks dan is a really great guy, but he thinks we should wait until we have more money before we "jump into things"... the only thing is, Dan's still in tech school, and after that has 365 days of on the job training... so this summer is the best time to get married being that ther isnt much of a chance that he would get deployed since he's technically still training. I know theres still a slim chance, but no where near what the chance would be come NEXT summer! Ive hear so manyhoror stories about the groom getting his orders and theyre scheduled for days before the wedding... so we're just gonna do it now while we know there wont be any issues like that! but needless to say, my father is giving me shitloads of grief about it...
not to mention that its about a MILLION DEGREES in my apartment. and do you think I owuld have looked for a fan today?! NOOOOOOOOOO.... why on earth would i do a thing like that?!?!?!?? grrr!
overall, horrible day. looking forward to tomorrow though! I meed with the priest thats going to marry us, and sign the contract for the hall! should be pretty exciting... anyway, wish me luck that tomorrow's better than today!
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