GRRRRR!!!!!

UGH!!! i just got into the biggest fight with my mother over the flowers that are going to be at the tables at MY wedding!!!!! the reception hall includes red roses with its packages on all of the tables... but i HATE ROSES!!!! i dont want them in my bouquet, and i dotn want them in the rest of the flowers either!!! i want all of the flowers to match my bouquets on the tables! Im just getting SO FRUSTRATED!!! Ive had to back down on every single aspect of my wedding so far! i couldnt pick where it was held, who i could invite, the photographer, i even had to run the menu by my father for his approval!!! Im NOT backing down on this!! im only getting married once, and i dont want roses!! i dont know why this is what i chose to stand up for, but im NOT backing down!!!!! so i was telling my mother who said she would come with me to help me pick out flowers tomorrow that dan's mother backed out today after the flower shop closed today, saying that she has to work late... so my mother responds with, well why do i have to be there? "im not paying for the flowers"!!! WHAT?! wtf??? i got sooooo mad!!! maybe becuase she;s my MOTHER!!! and she should want to come help me pick out the flowers that are in her daughters wedding bouquets!!!! ugh!!! i told her she didnt have to go, that i would do it by myself, just like everything else that ive been doing for this wedding! so then she gets pissed, and says that she'll go, and hangs up on me!! GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! ugh, im so aggravated about this right now!!!

anywho... I did go and finalize the menu (father approved) with the guy who owns the hall... and found a dj!

although, i was really excited to go dress shopping for my flower girls tonight, but my si ter in law cancelled! bummer... oh well...

welcome to my latest follower! glad to have you here :)

ps, ev still have a fever... turns out its due to a sore throat! my poor little man :/