Feeling VERY Accomplished!

So as you can see from my earlier post, today didnt start out the way i would have liked it to... lol, but thankfully it ended up turing around!!!

Dan and I did end up skyping which was really nice, plus he actually watched us, instead of looking at other sites... maybe we just needed a break, so he could really miss us or something, idk, but whatever it was, it worked! :) then I went tanning, which ALWAYS makes me feel better! plus I alwasy fall asleep in the tanning bed, so i get to sneak a little nap in my day where i wouldnt normally get one! another big plus for the day!!!

THEN i went over to my moms and FINISHED MY WEDDING INVITATIONS!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!! tomorrow theyre going out in the mail!!! good riddance to them too!!! what a pain in the butt they were!!! so glad to be done with them!!!

Dan has been taking his phone to school with him lately, I expressed my concern about it today, because as much as i love being able to text him during the evening, I'm worried he'll get in trouble with for it with only 6 more wks to go!!! he told me not to worry, that it is his concern not mine... but i still find myself worrying about it... anywho... he seems to be in better spirits than he has been... says that he gets frustrated with all the high school BS that has been going on lately in his class... I think he's just eady to come home... I vented to him earlier about my dad, and how he really made me feel bad yesterday about everything... i apologized afterword, and told him i just needed to get it out.. he said it was ok... and we went on with our day... theres something about me telling him whats bothering me that makes me feel so much better! <3 so then at class, he told me that he might go see a movie this weekend, or go tothe lake with a couple of guys from his class (itsone of their birthdays) at first i felt a littlw bad about it... kinda likei was being left out... but i took a set back before i responded ot his text and thought about it for a minute... we had that huge fight last weekend about him going out drinking, and spending too much money, and all of that... and now he'strying to find other things to do with his time!!! so instead of getting upset, I told him that it would be a nice break for him from the dorms and that i hope he gets to go and relax! I'm glad i did. i would have felt like a jerk for starting an argument over something so rediculous. i think i have to do that from now on... just take a step back and think about what i say before i say it. ive been so uptight lately because if everything that's been going on, and ive been unintentionally taking in out on My Love, and that's not fair to him. he doesnt deserve that at all.

oh well, im waiting for the unitiy candle and garter that i bought last week to get here in the mail! hopefully it'll arrive tomorrow! im very excited about getting them and seeing them in person!!! I just cant wait for my airman to get home in 6wks! i cant wait to sleep in his arms again.

hey do any of you read my posts?! im just curious... i know that i still only have the three followers...