Hardly Working...

Here I am at working blogging! oh boy would I be in BIGGGG trouble if I got caught! lol but heyt, everyone's gotta live on the edge SOMETIMES, right? Dan comes home in THREE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! i CANNOT WAIT to see him in person!!! he's all self concious because he gained some weight, but ive seen pictures of him, and he hasnt gained all THAT much!!! besides even if he gained 100lbs, i wouldnt care!!! all i want is him back in my arms, where he belongs!!! :) oh well enough edge living for one day! lol hope my followers are doing well!

awards...

and thans to the girls for my blog awards! i still ahvent figured out how to post them on here though... can anyone help?!

Woah...

So, it's definitely been a while since i posted... i wonder if i even have any followers left! welcome to my newby though... even though im sure its a little late! well, Work has really been going well... i just finished my third week already! i thankfully have this weekend off, and have much to do seeing as Dan comes home in SEVEN DAYS!!!!!!!!!!! yep, you read that right: one week from right now, he'll be home here with me prolly chillin on the couch drinkin a nice cold beer! :) I CANT WAIT!!!!!! so next week is my late week, which means that i have to work until 430 instead of 3, and have to rush right over to get Ev from daycare, so there wont be muc hthat i can get done after work in between dinner, after dinner clean up, bath, and then getting evan ready for bed! by then im so beat, i usually hit the hay myself! lol work is going well though... As soon as Evan was adjusted, he started getting his molars, and was hhorribly grouchy, and all he wanted was his mother! lol so it made for a really ruff week and a half! he would scream and cry when i would leave... it was terrible!!! talk about feeling wicked guilty! anyway, so working is taking alot out of me, and ive really been slacking in the housework department! the house legit looks like a hurricane blew through it!! so this weekend, i really have to deep clean this pit, and keep it that way in the upcoming week, because Dan decided to invite like his entire family over for a cookout on saturday! AHHHHH!!!! lol not to mention that i have to work all day friday (my alarm will sound at 430am, ill have to drop ev off at daycare NO LATER than 630, be at work for 7... work til 430 then rush to get balloons for my love, go to the bank to get payment for daycare lady... pick up dan at the airport!!!!!!!!!!!!, then finally after that pick up evan so Dan can meet the daycare lady! and go home to start our "dinner routine" with our Airman! :) then get to bed at a decient hour so i can be BACK at work for 7am the next morning (for those of you that have been following my blog, i mentioned a few posts back that i would have to work the day after and how i was bummed about it: the other girl who does my job cant cover because its her sons 4th b-day party, and my step mom... i work for my father, cant cover BECAUSE MY FATHER WONT LET HER!!!!!! he's forcing me to work the day after my fiance comes home after being away since oct of last year because he *excuse my language* is a prick!!!) and work until 2... to THEN go back home, and prepare for a cookout (that might even already be in progress when i get there!) awesome. i'm aready looking forward to relaxing next sunday! lol I def wont get to very much until then! anyway off to bed at 930 on a friday night!

It's Been a While...

WOW! it new job of mine takes up an incredible amount of my time! I barely have time for any thing anymore!My airman comes home in 19 short days! I can't wait to have him back here with us!

Memorial Day

Happy Memorial Day to all! I never really paid much attention to what this holiday was all about until now. Now, it really hits home. Seeing all of the videos realy makes me dread deployment. TOday marks 25 days until Dan comes ome from tech school! I cant wai to have him home! these two days off have really been a blessing! I was SO exausted from working... I'm totally NOT used to it! Hope everyone enjoys the rest of the holiday... remember to thank a service member today!

Four Weeks

So today marks 4wks until Dan comes home! I cant wait to see him! :) I found out today, that I prolly have to work the day he gets home... and the day after too... I'm going to try t talk to the other girl in the office and see if we can switch so I dont have to work... another option is Dan picking a later flight, so he gets home after I get out... I REALLY want to greet him at the airport... I DONT want him to come home to an EMPTY HOUSE after being gone for 9months... talk about making someone feel like no-one cares!!! :( oh well, we'll figure it out...

I'm SO tired from getting up early, and working 9 1/2hr days!!!! today was my little cousin's bday, so we went there after work today, and Ev fell asleep on the way home from their house... i thought he was going to stay asleep, but urns out he's not going to... gotta give him a bath, then back to bed he goes! then off to bed for me as well!

First Day

Today was my first day back to work. It was also the first day Evan went to Daycare... Dropping Evan off at daycare, and LEAVING HIM THERE was one of the hardest things I've EVER had to do in my life!! I couldnt breathe, I felt like I was going to throw up, and I balled my eyes out ALL THE WAY to work!!! Dan is so awesome though... I called him at 830 crying and crying my eyes out, and even though it was early, and everything, he was so patient and talked me through it and made me feel better!

Work went well... It was SO busy this morning, that it pretty much took my mind off of Evan being at daycare... I held off until noon then called the lady, and she said that Evan was FINE! He didt cry one single bit ALL DAY! Not even when I left! He went right down for his nap with no issues either, and had a blast with all the rest of the kids! He even ate his bfast, lunch and snacks like a big boy!!!!

what an exausting day though! its been a LOOONG time since ive been to work! ...Gotta go get my lunch ready for tomorrow, and hit the hay! Gotta be thee for 7 tomorrow so that means I have to get up at like 530-6... BLAH